My progress.
So here we are two and two days later and I want to report
my progress. I wanted to be able to type
that I have lost tons of weight and I am a whole size smaller, but that is not
the case. When I took a hard look at
what was realistic for me, I realized that if I want to make a lifestyle
change, then I can’t do anything drastic.
For me it is not realistic to completely cut out carbs, or to eat clean
100% of the time or to get eliminate dairy.
I just don’t have the desire or will power to do this. Not only do I not have the will power, but I
have the constant question of, “what happens if I did eat simple carbs, or if I
did eat dairy, or if I has a week of not eating clean.” So my husband (an
ex-wrestler) says there are a lot diets you can try, but what it comes down to
is calories in vs. calories out. Now
don’t tell him I said this, but he is right.
Knowing this I had to decide how many calories a week I was willing to
eliminate. Using my fitbit I decided
that I would cut out 500 calories a day, which is 3,500 calories a week,
totaling 1lb a week. I thought this
would be easy, 500 calories a day no problem….WRONG! I have never been so angry when a handful of
almonds has put me over my caloric intake.
Really almonds…come on! At least I am exceeding my calories with something
healthy right?
If I am being honest
I do go over my allotted 1,400 calories a day, however with an increase of
exercise I get an increase in calories, so my allotment increases. I have never been so excited to exercise,
simply because I get to eat something else. My husband and I are doing the
Insanity workouts, they are going well. Yet, the last time I was this
physically exhausted was when I was pregnant.
Last night I did a fit test and I improved in all areas! Whoo-hoo. What
I was most excited about was I went from doing 6 push-up jacks to 12 push-up
jacks (completed in 1 minute) in just 2 weeks.
I am getting stronger!!! J I am also running two mornings a week with my
running partner Cindy. Thank goodness
for Cindy, because I like my sleep, but having her hold me accountable for
running has been great. I will say that on the days I both run and do Insanity
I am happy that I get to consume a few more calories.
My shortfalls. I am
not going to lie. I have made a few choices that have not been so good. Now I have not gone over my allotted calories,
but I may have used up my calories with some unhealthy choices. For example on February 17th my
husband and I went out to dinner and a movie. At the movie I wanted popcorn and
chocolate. I ate about 3 cups of popcorn
and ½ a box of milk duds. I stayed
within my calories for the day, but I felt a bit guilty. On Sunday the 24th I was craving
chocolate, really craving chocolate. I needed it, I had to have it. So I decided I would make brownies, the
Costco Ghirardelli brownies, with the chunks. I told my husband I was going to
make them and he said, maybe we can find a healthier version. Feeling guilty I went online to look and I
found a recipe. It had wheat flour,
apple sauce, coco-powder, 2 tablespoons of olive oil, and the other usually
ingredients. I added some chocolate
chips which ended up making them 103 calories a brownie (2x2). I am not going
to lie, they tasted healthy and did not satisfy my need for chocolate. In fact
they just made me mad that I ate 103 calories of not so yummy chocolate. I learned my lesson; next time if I am going
to splurge, I am going to splurge.
So here I am 2 weeks and 2 days after starting to get
healthier and I am down 2.5lbs and getting stronger and stronger. I know 2.5lbs is not much, but my pants are
looser and that makes me happy. I’ll
update again soon. Have a great day!